ENGLISH
- First some of my English Texts from 2019-2022 .. All About that Accusation-Story
- And below, for now as comments: Radom other texts I wrote in English in the last couple of years...
The short version here:
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[From a german tex t I made public in 2019]
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"The matter is about the incident that in 2014 I was falsely accused of various sexual crimes by some "feminism" activists from the sphere of "Wildwasser" and the Berlin (ex-) "women's movement".
Without me knowing at the time, I was then apparently presented as a "rapist" at the "Conference Antisexist Practices" in 2014, brought to justice thanks to those feminist groups.
I fear in 2016 I was also instrumentalized in the context of sex offence reform.
I am very sure, however, that I was instrumentalized to grab government and private funding for these groups."
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[From a german tex t I made public in 2018]
(2017)Statement concerning the allegations. – In the years 2009-2014 three women in Berlin accused me of [xxx] I have therefore been banned from . 2012 in Brunnenstraße and 2014 in Tristeza, KFeetisch and aboutBlank. I will summarize this briefly.
(Ac Nr 1) In 2009 I lived in Bremen and had an affair with a Berlin woman. I have made some [stupid] remarks in the last weeks. In 2011 I moved to Berlin [.]
Here I was unexpectedly confronted very violently with said sayings and statements.
(Ac Nr 2) After about two weeks of dating and sexual interaction there was one evening where I was [both of us] very drunk. She had said that she did not want something special sexual, which I liked. . I tried to convince her briefly but vehemently [for not more than 3-5 secounds – i want to add to my defence,]. So she found that very awful. Me acting like that.
(Ac Nr 3) 2013/2014 I had a slightly longer thig. We also made some fancy sex games and all the time I was sure she liked it all very much. She said that a lot, especially after the last time we had sex. [3 month] later she sent me an email in which she suddenly said that I had behaved rudely during sex. And she had contact to other people who also would “not agree with my behavior”. And that she knew that I had already been banned from this one house before. And that I would get more bans now, because of her and the previous cases.
2018 I heard that I was accused of rape in 2014. I can only speculate from whom and I would absolutely reject that in any case.
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[Some Videos, Articles, Flyer, Pamphlets etc.. (Engl)]
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLahXnbODYHV2WZaVKBweQlct94NPmb-uY
dealwithit (fruitiondesign) (English text)
THAT DATING-PROFILE TEXT I MENTION IN MY TEXT FROM 2019...
AntwortenLöschenOriginally it Started with that fateful paragraf about how I like to date Feminists .. ;)
I might reuse it on a new profile.. and so I changed it a little and endet with this statement here:
"about ""feminism"". i get why its a positive term for many women. but here: if ""hetero cis man"" is a negative term for you. or if you think people should be ashamed for certain ""sexist"" sexual wishes or porn-preferences. than please go your way. also if you think white people should not where dreadlocks. i mean pretty much all of those ideas that are promoted by organised ""feminism"" in berlin theese days. sorry, not interested. seriously."..
Anyways.. here the Text without the "looking for a feminist":
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i'm a leftist and if we share that, it might help with us getting along.
to be more specific: i think, borders between county's shouldn't exist. everyone should have the right to live wherever they want, regardless if there are fleeing from something or just feel like living somewhere else. money should be abolished and economic decisions should be made by society as a whole etc. etc... you get an idea
actually..here's some more: one day i want to live in a commune with free love und sex. sharing all stuff. and we will make music and write revolutionary pamphlets together all day.. and we will lay in the sun and enjoy our live in this fucked up world... hm, no, actually insanely beatifull world
if i end up with some kind of family, i could probably be happy too. in case i also manage to become a professor in philosophy and live somewhere in the south. there are different ways to be happy, i guess... or hope.
since it's a dating-side: i do like bdsm and rough kinky sex. so, if you like to have your hair pulled, be tied on my bed or stuff like that. it might be something fun, we could do. or not.. the thing i like the most, is to cuddle for hours.. doing that, you can gently introduce me to some of you'r nasty perversions. ha
the girs/boys-thing: i had great sex with guys. and two or three times i did fall in love with one, but sadly they didn't felt the same. but in general, i'm more attracted to females. (so: in which of these reactionary categories you like to put yourself in, or people do put you in - if you think, we should date (and/or fuck), send a message).
THAT DATING-PROFILE... Pt 2:
AntwortenLöschen..
some more facts:
-- i did spend an awesome childhood in some remote parts of africa. one day, my parents brought me to germany, where i soon developed some serious social anxiety problems. to my early twenty's i enjoyed being a weird narcissist loner. when i was 23, i finally kissed a girl i loved. it got me so confused and agitated, that i was puking for days.
-- i'm pretty much never jealous. i can be genuinely happy about the fact, that a person i love shares intimacy with someone else (if it's not an ass).. if i feel inappropriately singled out by both of you, i might get angry.. but i think, deep in my heart i have that believe, that someone who really understands and loves me would never leave me for someone else ;) .. i know, thats bullshit
-- i like and need straight communication. and even to fight a little sometimes.
-- and yes, i'm boring, stupid and/or in an unbearable mood sometimes. i felt like, i should not write too much about that.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music:
Desperate Living, the seventh seal, Castle in the Sky. And some others I forgot the name.
books: Hallucinating Foucault, die mandarins von paris, Vanlencia, das kapital, Per Anhalter durch die Galaxis, How Europe Underdeveloped Africa. An der Biegung des großen Flusses. Books I try to read for my phd in Philosophy. And some comics.
tv-shows: Peep Show, Southpark, Archer, Elfenlied, Ergo Proxy
favorite music.. thats way to private and komplicated rightnow
something random about me:
I used to do awsome Rap-Musik. Our band was (is) called Messerdisko.
https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=messerdisko
Musik I like (I'm not able to understand any Lyrics that are not German)
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLahXnbODYHV3HPqSYrypa2Q7m7104GduN